This isn't suppose to make anyone upset even tho it probably will. I have a voice and its not going unheard anymore. I cant take this crap from all of you anymore. I CANNOT DO IT! You are sucking all my energy and I can't live like this any longer. I'm not happy and it isn't fair.


I was asked recently “How many friends do you have that treat you the same way you treat them?”I could think of one person.. and it probably wasn't you..
I feel like there is no caring people in the world. It's all about you all the time. I listen I help I care, truly. But could I ever get that in return? You are probably thinking well I listen I help I care. But do you really or do you just wait for your turn to talk? I feel like you are just waiting for your turn. Which hurts.. a lot. I was then asked “Do you have anyone that just makes you feel special?” I thought about it and I couldn't think of anyone. Maybe your mad right now or offended cause you think you have done this for me.. maybe I'm being horrible and selfish but I just feel used and abused by everyone I know...
Don't be mad at me for sharing how I feel. That isn't fair. Don't feel sorry either. As much as this sounds like a pity party its not. It is problems I have that need to be fixed and fixed fast. I need to take myself out of all these situations, I cant attract these people in my life any longer or I will never be happy. This is a turn around. I'm not taking the neglect from people anymore. I'm just a girl full of hurt.