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I worry about you way too much. I don't understand you at all apparently. I mean how I see it, You are hurting yourself and everyone that loves you so much. Is it honestly worth it? The pain, paranoia, the secrets, the lies. Is it honestly worth it?! You are going to lose your life, your future, everything. If you keep going down the road you are going you'll be in a black hole, with nothing and no one. I don't think you realize the affect you have on the ones around you but it is huge. And if you love them you'll stop. If you love yourself and care about yourself you'll stop. It all boils down to you. You have to make that choice. No one is saying it will be easy, it wont be easy. But life isn't easy as much as we'd all like it to be it's not. But you can do it. I know you can. And you know you can. I love you but I can't watch this anymore.. your hurting me.