Well.. i knew with me writing my feelings down about how people hurt me would probably ruin my relationship with that person ((or whatever was left of it))
victim one broke it off. he never wants to talk to me again.which is sad.. cause he just doesn't get it.
The point of writing all this down was to kinda.. stick up for myself and a release. To just let it go and be done with it. Because with victim one, I was focusing on it all the time about what a dick he was to me and I just kept stickin in there hoping I'd have him back one day.. cause he was sooo good to me, && then...shit happened. ha. but anyway I'm sorry victim one that you thought I was accusing you of being selfish, I wasn't thats just the title of my blog cause its about me. I'm not writing about anything else but me at this point and you were just the first person.. I'm also not pretending no one cares about me.. I know people care about me but the problem is they don't show it. I guess I'm hoping that when people read what I'm feeling that they will realize that a simple sincere “Hello, How are you?” could make a difference. . or remembering someones name and addressing them with it.. makes a difference. and also IM NOT RUNNING AWAY! so stop saying that. YOU JUST DONT UNDERSTAND! and you don't bother trying to.
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